Monday, October 26, 2009

Relaxing a little bit!!

Today's beta has made my fears from the bleeding episode ease some ...

20,200 :)

It has continued to rise perfectly despite the bleeding so I have faith we still have at least one little bean plugging away in there....

Looking forward to Friday's ultrasound with anticipation ... I can't wait!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Things can never just be easy...

So Monday's beta was spectacular. I was flying high, feeling great, feeling confident......... then as always seems the case with me, disaster strikes. Thursday afternoon as I was standing at the counter peeling potatoes for dinner I started to get a backache and feel really crampy. It made me nervous so I decided to lie down but went to the bathroom first. I was bleeding. BRIGHT red blood, and as much as if I was on the heaviest day of my period.

Needless to say I was devastated as was M. I bled for the next 5 hours or so pretty heavily and even passed some small clots. When I called the clinic they basically said it could be a number of things. I could be losing a twin. I could have a SCH (subchorionic hematoma) which is basically a "pocket" of blood that gets trapped and can "let go" and you can have heavy bleeding without necessarily losing the pregnancy. Or of course I could be miscarrying. The RE felt it was still too early to get definitive results via u/s so a blood test was scheduled for Sat am (today).

By Friday morning the bleeding was pretty much gone. I had a few spots here and there but by the evening it was gone completely and has not returned (crossing fingers and knocking on wood).

Today's news makes me optomistic. My beta is 12,029 which is a perfect increase from the last beta. We will be doing another test Monday which if we are still increasing well will make me feel MUCH more relaxed. It will still be a week of pins and needles until the u/s but I am trying to stay optomistic.

For now just praying the bleeding stays FAR, FAR away!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

OMG!

That's all I can say about yesterday's number..... remember I wanted 550 or better?? Ummm, yeah how about 2376!! I am still in shock that it jumped as much as it did. That's a doubling time of about 26 hours!! I am so happy the numbers have been so good this time around. I am confident going into the u/s on the 30th that we will see at least one healthy bean in there!!

There are quite a few girls on SMO that think there are 2 in there based on this last number. Nothing is ever a guarantee and the numbers vary so much from person to person that I think it's hard to tell. However my first 2 numbers were very much in the singleton range. Most people with twins have higher starting numbers and double quicker. BUT my number yesterday was in the twin range for this far along and it did jump HUGE in 4 days....... so I guess we will keep guessing at how many are in there until the u/s !!

Come on 30th!! 10 days and counting!!

Monday, October 19, 2009

2nd and 3rd beta..

Once again I have neglected to update here when I got results!! Our second beta at 14dp3dt was 223 which was very good. I did go in for a third beta just to be on the safe side today and I am waiting for those results. I am now 18dp3dt and I am hoping for a number well over 550!! I am still feelig really confident this time around, I'm not sure why but I am hoping it's my intuition and hopefully that's a good thing! I never had a confident feeling with any of the other cycles so I am taking it as a good sign!!

They have already set up our ultrasound which will be 10/30 at 10am. I can hardly wait!!!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

11dp3dt

and our number is......




89!!

I am super happy with that!! The average at this time is about 75, and we have always been lower than that so we are getting off on the best foot yet!! Our repeat beta will be on Thursday. The MINIMUM they want to see then is 180... but I am aiming for 250 or higher :) Fingers crossed for Thurs!!